Disturbed

Knotted words and emotions
Choking the very life out of us all
Once I was all good and all right
Today you look again and I am irritating,
insensitive, negative,
fucking non-sensical,
close minded
black and white
and definitely not right...

And now I am drifting
the little thing inside
is running, its little heart beating strong,
running and not looking back,
only air and trees and sky,
wet grass, pebbles,
crow song in the morning
and I just keep running
to undo what can not be undone
to do what can not be done
its a work of a lifetime
this is it
and there isnt anything else to do
and there isnt anyone else to help
and noone else to soothe
me and you
except
me and you
and such is life